Rethinking God

When Your Dream Hurts

Have you ever had a dream that didn’t turn out the way you imagined? {I hope this isn’t just me} You dream of being married, contentment, love, romance…But marriage is hard work…choosing love despite feeling it. You dream of being  a sports super-star…But practice, injury, and team politics make the reality of the dream a…
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Dry Bones…Dry Hope…But God

I just wanted to do a fun vlog for you all today. I pray it is a blessing to you.  
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Biblical Thinking

I am a thinker. I do not believe that makes me special or even different per se, it is just a fact. Thinking means I like to ponder and meditate. I think about random things and wonder about things like: Did God really create the world in six 24 hour days or in six fixed…
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The Truth…About Me

Do you ever say something and immediately wish you could somehow swallow those words back down as if they never were? Then walk off thinking failure… Do you find yourself is situations of your own creating wondering how I got roped into doing this? Do you wonder if your heart is wrong if if you…
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What Message Are You Conveying?

I saw a car today with two bumper stickers. One said, “The more people I know, the more I like my dog.” I sort of chuckled inwardly at that. There are some people (me included) that are hard to love. Let’s face it most of us are hard to love in one way or another.…
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Love and Obedience

C.S. Lewis once wrote: “Indeed, if we consider the unblushing promises of reward and the staggering nature of the rewards promised in the Gospels, it would seem that Our Lord finds our desires not too strong, but too weak. We are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is…
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How Big is Your God?

Is your God easily understood? Does He fit in your preconceived ideas and work how you expect Him to? Is He scary? Is He just? Is He deep? If you had all eternity to get to know Him would it be enough? Does He love you, even the you that nobody else knows? Does He…
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Dependance

It starts innocently. I want to honor God with the gifts He has given me. So I step out and speak and blog and write. Soon others are blessed by what I do. I hear: “God has gifted you.” “I love your blog.” “You are a great teacher.” Those words encourage and build me up.…
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The Next Generation

“After that whole generation had been gathered to their ancestors, another generation grew up who knew neither the LORD nor what he had done for Israel.”  Judges 2:10 I wonder how this happened. How only a generation after the plagues in Egypt, the parting of the Red Sea, God’s provision in the desert, the tablets…
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Splinter in the Hand: A Tale of Healing

It was stuck fast and it hurt. The tiny brown sliver was protruding from my daughter’s hand. Tears welled up in her eyes as she jerked her hand away. “Noooooo, Mooommmyyyy. Don’t touch it. It hurts!” she shrieked at me. Every time I attempted to hold her hand so I could look, she screamed before…
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Before the Dawn

“Come, let us return to the Lord. He has torn us to pieces but he will heal us; he has injured us but he will bind up our wounds. After two days he will revive us; on the third day he will restore us, that we may live in his presence. Let us acknowledge the…
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Falling and Getting Up…Again…and Again…and Again…

“Alright Ms Angela,” my instructor encouraged as he held out a red paddle shaped target. Last one is my best one, my mind whirled as I put my right foot forward prepared to kick. I twisted my torso and legs to my left, then lifted my left leg up to kick the target. The next thing I knew sharp pain…
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5 AM, A Gift of Gratitude

“What do you think? A man had two sons. And he went to the first and said, ‘Son, go and work in the vineyard today.’  And he answered, ‘I will not,’ but afterward he changed his mind and went.  And he went to the other son and said the same. And he answered, ‘I go, sir,’ but…
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2014 One Word…

Happy New Year friends!   In 2013 God gave me the word “wait.” And He taught me a lot about waiting and what it means and what it doesn’t mean. I learned a lot…. I learned to wait on dreams and wait for God’s timing and to trust His way… Now 2014 God has given…
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Bending and Breaking

“…a stiff-necked people.” Over and over again as God deals with His chosen people – the Israelites – that is what He calls them. And as God chastises the Israelites those words echo in my heart and mind. I.AM.STIFF-NECKED. I am stubborn, rebellious, and just plain ignorant. Still God calls me His precious child, righteous,…
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Pray Continually: The Armor of God Part 2

Happy Memorial Day…I have a post at The M.O.M. Initiative about telling your kids about Memorial Day. Here we are working through 30 days of training ourselves to pray continually. Here are links to the previous posts: Because I Don’t Want to Sleep Anymore Praying to a Jealous God Pray Continually Day 3 10 Things…
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Fighting His Plan

Chaos. I avoid chaos like the plague. In fact I stay away from situations I cannot figure out. I prefer life with a pretty bow. Situations that turn out neatly tied up. I don’t like things I don’t understand, things I can’t offer a suggestion to help fix. I prefer to flee those situations. I…
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Satisfied…

My belly growls, but I can’t think of a single thing that will satisfy. I wander into my pantry and consider my options. I shake my head and move to the refrigerator. After sorting the left-overs into moldy and not moldy stacks, I still cannot find anything to satisfy my growling stomach. I sigh and…
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God Knows

Yesterday about 8:30 AM I read Psalm 34. I underlined the following verses: The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear him, and he delivers them.  (verse 7) The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. (verse 18) The LORD redeems his servants; no one will…
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God’s Business

He is independent and nearly four-years-old. So when he asked to go the boys’ bathroom – the one with the door cracked open and one stall – I said yes. When he stepped out of the stall with his pants and underwear at his knees asking if I could help him use the urinal, I…
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